FOREVER

that's how long it's been since i last posted. i think i'm subconsciously choosing not to blog because i don't want to blog about how CRAPPY i feel. yes, i'm still alive, but my quality of life hasn't been that great. i promised myself i'd keep the complaining to a minimum so here is my one public gripe: this totally blows being pregnant! there, i said it and got it out there, now hopefully i'll feel better. yeah right! no, i honestly am glad that i am pregnant, i just can't wait to be done with this part. it's a lot more difficult when you have a toddler to chase after/entertain, and i can't just focus on ME, and making sure I am doing okay. when i do try to take it easy i feel like i'm totally neglecting brooklin. what's a good mommy to do? i am so lucky i have scott. he has totally picked up my slack. he does 90% of the cooking now, 100% of the dishes and he's been really good about taking over with brooklin when he gets home from work. and he never complains or makes me feel bad about my complete lack of energy and the fact that i feel sick just about everyday. i could not have asked for a better husband. i am definitely ready to be done with the sick part, and move on to the getting fat part. bring it on!